watch your mouth, it could cut your heart,

watch your step you could could fall  from grace.

force a smile upon your face,

act smart, act nice.

this is what i do everyday, pretend like i'm perfectly fine.

but inside i'm broken like pieces of glass,if only you could see the caricaure.

pick me up, when i fall back, hold my hand that's all i ask

but pieces of me are thrown about, in somewhere i couldnt say.

watch your mouth it could cut your heart, i know you do it everytime.

THE EASTER BUNNY WAS HERE.

peek-a-boo.

now this should be voted "the dumbest blog" ever.

xD

and so... another year older, another year wiser. NOT

i should have known by now how things would turn out to be.

1) my parents forgot my birthday. for god's sake i'm their DAUGHTER.

2) my bestest friend who isnt my best friend anymore...ignored me. and i cant even do anything about it. too bad he's with the "cool" people.

3)no presents. or birthday cards.

4) i'm sick. what a day to be sick . just perfect.

5)i wrote my exam..geography which i'm pretty much flunking i guess. sorry, i KNOW.

6)another fight with family. pretty gore. i dont think anyone needs details.

7) no birthday cake just because i cant afford one right now. i'm practically like boroke..and i'm only in highschool..my parents should be giving me a cake but whatever.

 the only good thing was that one of my really good friends made a brownie for me and it had a candle. thats like the best thing tht happened in a month. it was so sweet of her for making it. 

  i should also know by now that my birthday is jinxed.

and now i have a headache. cue in aspirin here.

oh, the ways that life has of reminding me that it hates me.

i got wished by like...five people today. not a big number atleast someone remebers.

i pretty much cried myself to sleep . another day in the blog of the unwanted.

Xo. pretty depressing ..sorry.

24 hours more and its my birthday.

and i dont even feel like its my birthday. everyoue forgot. and its official : i dont have a real life at all.

anyway, i'm celebrating by myself. and everyones invited. w00t!

even the easter bunny .

Xo.

valenteines day. another day for me to hate. i mean, i'm normally happy being "not in love" because honestly love is just a LITTLE overrated. oh hail to st. valentine. BOO. god. i just wish i could skip this day the 14th of of february everyyear coz i have to sit at home and look at everyone do all the "stuff".

ohmiigosh. i'm becoming like the eighty year old lady who owns a hundred cats and her house smells like cats!!

{being paranoid}

i should start associating with my peers more often.

and TRY to act normal.

gosh, that is a LOT for me.

but, i'm not complaining. i really should start doing that and talk to people more often.

thats my new red "to do" list. which i will ultimately end up procrastinating.

i'm such a procrastinator.

cant wait for V-day. NOT.

"tune the world out, close your eyes and shut your mouth, words as old as your age, and lets unwrite these pages, lets make a new history, the one that has only you and me."

-p.s. if you steal my lyrics i'll castrate you. and i mean it. sorry for being rude on that though.